456) My fear my gender identity isn’t valid is exceeded only by an incredible related self-hatred. How dare I take away from actual trans* people. I’ll never know what it’s like to suffer like real trans people do. It’s so fucking entitled of me to speak from a place where I don’t. I probably harm the trans* community every day just by speaking over trans* people, taking up my space. I hate this and I hate me and I hate being a deadweight.